Man, I am SUPER down tonight. I don't know if it's all the meds/hormones or what but I have been crying most of the night. In the past week, I've found out that two of my friends are pregnant. I'm happy for them...REALLY, REALLY happy for them but my heart hurts. I hear them, I'm excited, and I immediately wonder when or if it ever will be my turn. I know I should be hopeful right now with all the treatment were doing and a FABULOUS doctor who's finding out more and more about why this is going on with us but I'm just burnt out. It probably doesn't help that I'm full of crazy infertility meds and baseball season is in full swing meaning I never see my husband.
I really would love it if you could pray for me. I'm asking for God to take away this desire to have a baby if it's not His will. If the Lord wants me to continue to work at this, I absolutely will but if we are not meant to have children, I pray this desire goes away quickly so I can focus my time/energy/money toward something else.
Alright. My pity party is officially over. The END.
3 comments:
Will be praying for you....Love your blog header....Love your blog.....I am doing some fun blog hopping tonight.
Great post....Hope you will stop by for a visit. I have a giveway that I am drawing for this Friday...
Teresa
http://teresa-grammygirlfriend.blogspot.com/
Oh Kristin, this makes me so sad to see my niece so upset! We are all praying for you, and I know there are many people (people that you don't even know) that are constantly praying for you. I know it is hard to stay strong and upbeat in the midst of infertility drugs and others' pregnancies, but you can do it. This doctor is going to figure things out. I believe it. We love you!
Cindy is right! You don't know me, but I am praying for you!
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