Sunday we found out that we, once again, we're not pregnant. It was our 3rd and last round of Clomid so I gave my doctor a call to find out exactly what needed to happen next. At my last visit she let me know that we would probably need to see an infertility specialist if the Clomid didn't work. I thought I was emotionally prepared for that....WRONG. She referred me to some specialists, gave me some websites, and told me some prices. That's when I really lost it. Chris and I have been saving for an event like this but I was really hoping that we would magically become pregnant on our own. We downloaded and filled out 20 pages of paperwork last night to try to get an appointment. It was really difficult for me-thankfully Chris handles it much better and can calm me down. Please be praying for us during this emotional time, our doctors as they deal with us, and that we would seek God for answers and not do anything without His guidance.
If any of you lacks wisdom, he should ask God, who gives generously to all without finding fault, and it will be given to him. But when he asks he must believe and not doubt because he who doubts is like a wave of the sea, blown and tossed by the wind.